Bye bye 2011

Hello lovely readers.
So, I'm just sitting here behind my desk again. I won't be partying tonight, I'm not all dressed up with special new year make-up. I do have a 'fancy' outfit on, just to feel a bit festive. You'd probably expect me to party all night with friends, but that's not what I'm doing. I'm sitting here, listening to music and overthinking the past year. 2011 was a bumpy year. It had it's downsides, which I'm not going to put out here. The positive things I AM going to tell you, ofcourse! Positive things in life are supposed to be shared, right? So, in 2011 I made some new friends. All of them are great in their own way and I'm blessed to have them (yes this will be a very sentimental post). I turned 17 and had a great party. My family is doing all fine, which also is very important. This year I made it to the next year in school, and I hope that 2012 will bring me to the next 'school-level' too. I started my blog, which I wanted for such a long time and I finally did it! Oh and I should not forget that this year, I finally lost some weight. Which might sound stupid, but I tried so hard for four years so I'm a bit proud that I finally did it. So, enough about 2011.

It is just an ordinary evening, but there's this little sparkle that brightens up the whole thing ; the start of something new. Although tomorrow will be like all those other days, it's the first of a new year. As we live our lives, we want to do the right thing. We want to love and be loved in return. We want to get high grades in school and make our family and friends proud. Unfortunately, that's mission impossible. There is no thing in this whole wide world which succeeds every single time. There will always be bumps and challenges we have to take to make things work and make dreams come true. This year was very bumpy for me and my family, but obviously we survived. We won't 'get in' the new year without problems, it will never be a completely fresh start. Besides, that's a good thing. Imagine, a new year with everything new? That would be horrible. A new home, a new school, most of all ; new friends? It's my worst nightmare to lose all of my friends with a new start. A new year doesn't mean a completey new beginning, it's a new chance. A new chance to make things work. New energy (unless that's what I try to get from this new year) to put into our friends, in school and for some in jobs, family problems (to solve them) and in their relationship.

I hope that you guys will all have a great ending of the year. At midnight I will make a wish for all of you, and myself, and all the people in the whole wide world, that 2012 will bring us happines, health and strenght to solve the problems and downsides we may have to conquer.

This was very sentimental, so now go and smile.
Bye guys, untill next year!

Second last day of 2011

Hi guys!
I'm just sitting here again, wanting to say all lovely things to you but I don't have anything to really tell you so I'm just blabla-ing about my life again. Today I went ice skating with my little cousin from Switzerland. I actually was a bit scared 'cause I didn't skate in so long and I never was really good at it. I didn't fall though. My cousin didn't either. She's six years old and she went faster than me. So, I'm kind of a loser, right? Yeah. By the way, the skates, which we rented, where orange. I looked so sexy you guys can't even imagine! After the skating adventure we had lunch together, which was fun also. I ordered a sandwhich with ham. I secretly stole some little pieces from my cousin's "kroket" which is a popular snack in Holland. I felt so quilty when I came home so I stood on the crosstrainer for like an hour?! No, less, but I did go! Which I'm kinda proud about. But not anymore now, 'cause I just had dinner. Yeah it's like nine o'clock I know but I went to the movies with my mom and dad and it was just during dinner time so we didn't ate something. Anyways, I just ate two brown little bread-things, one with just butter and one with ham and lettuce. But, now comes the thing, my mom and dad ate a sort of a pizzabread. I was just a bread with onions on it and it didn't even have that much calories. I didn't want to but I couldn't stop myself and I ate 2 little slices. Now I'm feeling quilty again so the crosstrainer will have some company again in a few minutes. It's not that bad to work out on that thing 'cause during the time I'm 'running' I'm watching my Gossip Girl dvd. Well, the movie I've seen by the way is called Nova Zembla. It's a Dutch movie about a journey to India around the middle ages. So, it was all drama and they even killed some animals. It's not my kind of movie but I really liked the story, it really impresses me. Is that a sentence? I don't even wanna think about that right now. Tomorrow, guys, it's the last day of 2011! And, I loved 2011. Well not at all times but that's impossible. I met some great people this year and I got so many new friends which became like, the best friends in one year or even less! I'm looking forward to the new friendships and new experiences 2012 will bring. Although, I'm a bit scared about the stories some people told me about the earth falling apart and stuff. But one of my resolutions for this year is less worrying, more having fun so let's start right now and not talk about those stories. Talking about fun, tomorrow I've a fun day! Firstly I'll jump on my bike to see one my most lovely friends. We're going to relax in our old ugly sweaters and just tell eachother what our resolutions our and stuff. After that I'm going home 'cause another friend of mine is coming over. Just a few little hours, but that's more than nothing right? And when it's 00.30, another friend (guys, I'm so thankfull for having so many friends) is coming over and she'll sleep at my place so, she's the first of my friends I'll see in 2012! Maybe that'll bring us luck? No no I'm just joking. My food is in my belly now (I waited a few minutes before I went on the crosstrainer 'cause I just ate and that's not a good combination) so I'll have to go and run for my life!

Seriously, and this comes from my heart and it's very cliché but I'm still going to say this.
Have a happy new year, make something out of it! It's your life and you can be who you want to be. Watch out with the firework stuff and be with the ones you love the most!

Have a very very very happy start of 2012!


Amazed and excited

Goodmorning guys!
Seriously, I've just downloaded Google Chrome browser and I like it a lot, but right now, my internet is checking my grammar-thing, and because I'm a dutch girl, everything is underlined now 'cause this obviously isn't written in Dutch right? So let me figure out how to fix this and I'll be back soon. You guys won't even notice actually but I just like to write that down. Allright I fixed it, yeah! I feel like a nerd. No that's a joke, everyone could easily do this. So, after telling you how amazed I am with this new browser, I want to bore you guys with life-updates. I guess you're already sleeping on your desk right now, so, sweet dreams. Anyways, today it's raining and cold and windy and all that kind of stuff. So, it's that kind of weather when you don't want to go out of bed to do something. I did, I went out of my bed, ate my breakfast, went onto the crosstrainer, took a shower and dressed up. Well, I didn't dress up I'm just wearing my beige trousers and my black Adidas sweater. A friend of mine is coming over in about 30 minutes, so that's lovely. I had planned so many things for this week and e-ve-ry little thing gets changed. I expected this day to be different, but I was glad my friend had nothing to do today otherwise I'd be alone. So, that gives me a smile on my face, even with this kind of weather. I always tend to go with the flow of the weahter. When it's raining, I'm sad. No not sad, more like grumpy. Maybe I just am a grumpy person, let's keep it that way then. I'm so glad it's turning 2012 this week 'cause I need a fresh start and that's what I will hope to get. I always write down everything that changed in the past year, in my diary. And on the next page I write down what I hope to be doing and what I hope would happen in the next year. It actually never really comes out, so, maybe I should work a little harder for that. I will be doing that this year, I promise.
So, for tonight I don't have any plans at all so I guess I will just jump into bed early for once this week, hahaha. I'm such a disaster with falling asleep, it takes me like, literally an hour to really fall asleep. Oh oh oh and I'm getting more excited for Bloguary every single day, but I'm worried 'cause my camera is just SO bad, I took it with me when I went to the movies with my mom, remember? So, I took some pictures but the colours are so bad and the pictures just, I don't know, they're not blog-worthy. Allright I think I have to go now I have to fix myself before my friend comes 'cause I look and feel like a total monster.

Bye guys, thanks for reading again!


I just woke up and ate my breakfast super super fast 'cause I wanted to blog before I jumped under the shower. And my mom is under it now, she slept in but that wasn't a great idea 'cause her friend will be here at 11.00 to go shopping with her and my mom is, how shall I say this, very slow (?) when it comes to preparing to go somewhere. I can prepare myself in half an hour if I have to, but I prefer an hour. I go under the shower for 15 minutes, get my head and hair ready by putting tonic and lotion on my skin and getting coconut stuff in my hair and after that I need half an hour to fully get ready with my clothes and with blowdrying my hair. So, I'm not very quick either but I'm faster than my lovely mom. Yesterday, we went to the movies, right? I loved it. It was so much fun to be at the cinema that late and the movie was great, it's a recommended movie from now on. Anyways, my mom calls me that she's ready with showering so I guess it's my turn now. But I want to finish my story first! My mom and I had a great time, the movie was romantic but a little sad and also very funny it was just amazing. Have you seen the movie Valentine's Day? 'Cause it was just like that one, adorable! Me and my mom both ordered a medium size salt popcorn thing and a bottle of water. I did feel quilty because of the popcorn (I'm still trying to lose some weight, or at least stay the same as I am right now) but I got over that because I thought ; it's vacation, I'm here with my mom, tomorrow I will be biking for an hour again and yeah it will be 2012 soon so a new fresh start, right? I have to go now!

Bye lovely people have a great day!

Outfit of the night

Seriously, I can't stop blabla-ing to you guys the last few weeks or someting. I just painted my nails so I have to be carefull. They're nude-pinkish, with a matt top coat finish. I bought this colour today and I just couldn't wait to paint my nails. And it's a great 'time killer'. Yes, I have to kill time, 'cause I'm going to the movies with my mom tonight at 21.45. The movie is called New Years Eve and what I've heard from it, is that it's a lovely romantic movie so I guess I have to bring my tissues 'cause I'm a total disaster when it comes to romantic movies. And my jealousy-problems tend to come up again when I watch those movies, even though I know that it's just a movie and that those actresses are on extremely hard diets and stuff. I just have to be happy to be me, but that's easier to say than to actually believe. Anyways, I still have to wait half an hour but I already sprayed my favorite perfume on my whole sweater. I'm wearing a comfortable outfit. Let me tell you the story. You guys know that yesterday, I saw my cousin again. She had this 'jegging' in black. And I noticed that I bought that from her online store a year ago. So, I always wore it as a legging, with something long over it. But she was wearing it with just (well, not with just a shirt, it was lovely and well chosen and stuff) t-shirt and I thought ; maybe I can wear something like that too! So I was looking for my 'jegging' but I couldn't find them. After looking for 15 minutes, I finally found them. I put it on with a black top and my new dark green sweater. It doesn't look as great on me as it does on my cousin, but I asked my mom if I was allowed to go out with her with such an outfit and she liked it, so I think I'm going to keep this on then. Shall I make a picture? I will, I am, I promise! Don't expect a great, fashionable picture 'cause I already told you my camera sucks with bad lighting. So, that was the 'jegging' story, now moving on to, what again? My perfume on my sweater, yes. I love my perfume, it's not expensive or something, it's just called 'So, kiss me' and I really love the scent. It's fruity but it doesn't smell like a fruit. I don't know what scent it is I'm a total disaster with describing scents. It's a sweet scent, but when you smell twice, you also smell something more 'spicy'. Yeah I will shut up now, it doens't sound like anything. My hair is just in my signature top-knot and I'm wearing my most precious jewelry ; my smile. No, that was just a joke. I am planning on wearing a smile though, 'cause I found out that when I look grumpy, I look like a total zombie but then worse. So. Sorry for all of you who have seen me looking grumpy. I think I will just go now, I have nothing really special to talk about anymore. Not that the other stuff I've said was special! I think I'm going to practise with taking my camera with me for Bloguary. I will make pictures from me and my mom tonight. If my mom allowes me to put pictures from her on my blog, hahaha. The next post will include more content, I promise.


Guys guys guys I'm thinking of doing sort of a project for next month. Lately I've seen so many people, especially on youtube, doing a kind of vlog-project for one month. They vlog everyday and take their viewers (in my case readers) with them as they just live their lives. I really would love to do that too. It will be a real challenge 'cause you guys know I suck at promises and stuff, but I thought why not right?! So, what I'm going to do is ; I will be posting every single day. I might forget it, but that's not what I hope. I will make pictures of everything and post them so that you guys can see what my life looks like. Although every one who reads this blog already knows.. but yeah let's just imagine that nobody knows something and that I've like 4579324035834 readers to share everything with. So, I want to have a funny name. I'm subscribed to a youtube channel called 'missglamorazzi' and she did this in August. She called her series 'Vlogust' and because I like that name so much ánd because I can't come up with something that perfect myself, I'm going to call my blog-series 'bloguary', 'cause I will be doing this the whole month of January. I'm so excited I actually want to start already but I will have to wait untill January first, which will be upcoming, let me think, sunday! So that's in 5 days! Or 4, it's just how you want to calculate it. So this afternoon I will be going to a friend of mine, it's her birthday today! The weather is kinda creeping me out 'cause it looks like the clouds are going to burst any time soon so I hope I won't get totally soaked on my way there. It's a 30 minute drive with my lovely bike, so.. yeah. Let's pray it won't rain. I also have to go and buy her a present, because I didn't have time to do it yet because of the music night performances and christmas time and stuff. Yesterday was lovely by the way, and my cousin looked lovely and I tried to nog be jealous and it kinda worked so I'm a little little little bit proud of my myself right now. I (by the way) got a present from my aunt, she gave me a picture frame with a picture of me, my cousin and my little cousin. Although I look terrible on that picture, I put it on my nightstand, just because it's not important how you look on the picture but with who you're on it. (my English is a disaster,  je sais). I have to go now!

Have a lovely week guys, I'll talk to you guys soon!

First and second christmas day

Hello lovely readers.
Our internet doesn’t want to work, so I write this post on Microsoft Word first. I hope I can upload this as soon as possible. So, secondly, merry christmas to all of you! I hope you’re al having a great and lovely time these days with all the people you love the most. Today my grandmother is over for dinner and tomorrow I’ll be going to my grandparents with the whole family. I’m looking forward to it, but there’s one little little little downside. I have a cousin who owns her own fashion company. I told you guys about her in a earlier post. Anyways, when I’m going over there I always try to look my best. But she al-ways looks prettier. I know my family doesn’t mind what we look like, and I really really love my cousin but deep inside I’m a little jealous. I know for sure everyone has something like that with a family member right? Pressure? Or am I the only one? I think I’m over exaggerating again, as usual, so I will shut up now. I’m sitting on my bedroom floor with my tv on. I’m watching a Circus show thing performed by kids? Not that I’m actually watching, but the music makes me happy! My stupid internet is still not working. I just ate carpaccio by the way, but the main dish wasn’t finished yet so my mom allowed me to go upstairs to write this blogpost. But I guess you guys have to wait a while. You may imagine me looking all dressed up with glittery eyes and my pretty dress but let me pull you out of that imaginary bubble, I’m just wearing jeans, a black long sleeved shirt and my big old ugly red sweater. Yeah. That’s it. I’m not ever wearing make-up. But that’s relaxing and it’s warm so.. Tomorrow I will be wearing something more proper for christmas ofcourse. I think it will be my star top which I wore on my sweet 17 party and during my music night performances. Which were great, by the way! I didn’t tell you guys everything yet but let me tell you in one word ; awesomeness. I love those times, and now they’re already over. It just flew by.
And hello, there I am again. It's the second day of christmas now, so merry christmas #2. Yesterday I shut my laptop of and went downstairs to watch a movie with my mom, so I didn't finish my blogspot, which I am doing right now at this very moment. On my blog-thing people, 'cause internet works again! So, today is the day I'm going to my grandparents and I'm looking forward to it like crazy, I love my family. My little cousin Charlot, who lives in Switzerland, will be there too so that's amazing. She always wants me to play the thief and put me in a closet. She feeds me though, with little pieces of a pringle chip, but yeah, I love her. Although I have to stay in that closet for an hour or so. My bath is getting ready (is that a sentence?) and I'm getting ready to go into it. I put some bath salt in there which smells like heaven so I'm looking forward to it already. Although I just realised that if I want to make my hair wet, I should not put it into the bath water because of the salt. So I also have to take a very very very quick shower.. My life's complicated.
I'm thinking about doing something special with my make-up today, and maybe I will make pictures and post it. I propably won't 'cause I promise you guys that sort of things too often and it actually never happens.

Bye guys, thanks for reading my boring story again!
Love and merry christmas,

Pier 17, outfits and what I love

Goodmorning guys!
I totally had a plan for today's post but I suck at remembering things so guess what, I forgot! And now I just have to ramble again. Let me first tell you something about my nailpolish. Yesterday I told you guys I went shopping with my mom and I saw this nailpolish from NYC and it was a dark, shimmery blue. I have many blue polishes believe me, but this shimmer kind one I didn't have yet. Seriously, I have too many nailpolishes you guys, I will count them for you wait a sec. I have got 44 naipolishes. Yes you've read that right. I use them all, I love them all. I just like painting my nails. It makes me feel more "ready to go". Anyways, I have the shimmery blue colour on right know, it's called pier 17, funny name. But I painted my nails yesterday and when I woke up one and a half hour ago I checked my nails and I saw that they obviously weren't dry yet when I went to bed. So, yeah you can guess what my nails looked like. So I just painted them over, and now it looks all bumpy and horrible but secretly I don't really care 'cause I will take the polish of tonight because tomorrow it's monday and I have the musicnight performance again and my outfits on stage totally don't work with this colour polish. So, yeah, that's the polish-story. I should make a picture, shouldn't I? I'm so sorry but my camera sucks with the lighting I have in my room and the pictures will look horrible and I don't know I just don't really like posting ugly pictures on my blog. I did post pictures on my 'my life in pictures' page, but those are made with another camera or just not in my room and with different lighting and stuff.
Today I have this birthday party to go to, and because I'm so so so happy with my new pair of jeans I think I'm going to wear them. But I won't if it's starting to rain 'cause have to go by bike so when it rains I prefer not putting new clothes on, snappez-vous? Anyways, enough about nailpolish and clothes and outfits, I'm going to take a bath. I am in love with bathing. Wait wait I'm going to make a list of things I love.
I love the following things (and more but I don't have enough time to write down every little thing)

- my family
- my friends
- my cat, Puck
- nailpolish (like you may have noticed)
- bathing
- taking a shower
- brushing my teeth (yeah..)
- Lush
- singing, music, etc.
- my mango lip butter from the bodyshop
- clothes
- shoes
- decorating my room
- I also love my room by the way
- food
- sun
- most of al, you!

Allright well that's a standard list don't you think? Yeah it's standard and boring I will make a better list soon I guess. Bye guys, have a great sunday!

Covered in boringness

I'm like, stalking my blog today. Anyways, I was just so bored that I automatically opened Polyvore. I didn't even want to, my brain just did. I took my boringness and turned it into an outfit which isn't fashionable, but just like, the mood I have. My mood is ; casual, not wanting to make myself look perfect for someone just because I have no one to look perfect for right now 'cause I'm home alone. Yes, it's saturday night and I'm sitting behind my desk listening to the pooring rain outside and wanting to be all casual and stuff. No the last thing was a joke, I'm just wearing my big greay I love NY sweater and some leggings. Very sexy right?
So, the outfit is black, grey-ish with a little touch of colour. I went shopping today, by the way, with my mom. I hàd to buy a new jeans. I just did because my other ones are all too big and I hate wearing belts. I find them annoying. So, after trying on every single pair of jeans I finally found one that fits. It's a G-star jeans, so it will tear apart in a thousend little pieces in one or two months I expect.. That happend to all of my G-star jeans though. Well no, I still have one, but that fabric isn't even breakable I guess, it is SO thick. Well I'm blabbering about nothing again, I guess I'm just going to try finishing my essay for my dutchclass wednesday. It's so hard for me guys, you don't even know. I suck at writing about things I don't even understand myself?! So wish me luck, please?

Bye lovely people.

Musicnight performance #1

Goodmorning guys!
Yesterday went by like the fastest train on earth, really. I was looking forward to it the whole week and suddenly the day was there and now it's already over. Feels weird, really. Anyways, let's talk about my (yester)day quickly right? In the morning I was brought to school by a friends' dad. We were so lucky to be brought to school because the weater sucked. It really did, it was dark and windy and pooring rain.
So, being at school the whole day was an adventure, 'cause I almost fell from the strais, I dropped my pen like a thouuuusend times and I was just a wreck because I was so nervous. Although I was nervous, I was looking forward to it (like I said) like crazy. When I saw people in the hallways who already had to do a performance we went like 'ooooh good luck tonight, I will see you and are you joining dinner' etc. Talking about dinner, every evening the whole group of like more than a hundred people eat together in one of the classrooms. So, after school I went to my aunts house, which is around the corner. Look, let me explain, having my hear, I have to have a shower before it can be like, tamed or something. And because I really really wanted to look good, I took a shower at my aunts house. Firstly, I came in there and she had made me a bowl of tomato soup. It was just so nice of her. While I was eating the doorbell rang and my mom showed up to bring all my bags with clothes and my blowdryer etc. We talked for like, 15 minutes and than I went upstairs, I took a shower, did my hair. I didn't do my makeup because we have our own makeup girls at school who make your face look like a pancake. So, my aunt brought me to school and I was one of the first girl in makeup. I had glitters on my eyes and stuff, loved it! The pancake stuff was a little itchy but who cares. After busting my panty (yes I had to have like, holes in my panty because the first song we had to perform was Thirller, acapella, yeah, but that's an other point of the story) we had dinner. We ate lasagne with broccoli.. Yeah, I also thought that that's a kinda weird combination. It tasted good, but more like plastic than like lasagne. But, I'm not alowed to whine about that from myself (is that even a correct sentence?) because I couldn't make lasagne better myself. When the whole performance night thing began I was running up and down the stairs and constantly looking at myself in the mirror. Not because I love myself so much, but I thought that I didn't look good yet and blablabla. The first act was thriller. It's performed by 10 girls (including me) and 2 boys. One girl did the lead and the others where the music, because we did the whole song acapella. One of the boys is a beatboxer so that was pretty awesome. The other one had to play the "base". You know right, in thriller you have a little short melody that comes back the whole song? Well he did that. I know I suck in explaining things but it will be on Youtube so than you guys will understand. IF you dare to watch it ofcourse, 'cause we were moving and dancing like freaks and stuff. My second act was a song called prettiest friend by Jason Mraz. I did that with 2 of my best friends. One played the guitar and the other one sang the song with me. We were too late. I was so embarresed and upset about myself 'cause gthe producer guy man thing, our music teacher, was really disappointed and when there's something I hate, it is dissapointing people. Well, the song didn't went perfect but well, we tried our best right? And then the break came, and I talked to my parents and stuff. Some people came up to me to tell me they really liked my voice and that, guys, gets me as red as a tomato. But, it's always great to get compliments right. Although I can't handle that very well. So, after the break, it was my turn to sing my solo. Well it wasn't really a solo 'cause the boy who played the piano (he's so great you guys have NO idea, unless you've heard ofcourse) sang with me at the chorusses things. It went great, I was so so so so nervous but it really went great and I loved it. That feeling I have on stage is like the most perfect feeling. I am insecure though, but I still love it. It's the best feeling in the world, well no, it comes after holding hands. Back to the point, the whole evening was great. Backstage, we're all complimenting eachother and stuff, we're just having a great time with eachother. A lot of my friends are on the whole show so to see them every night is great. I can't stop saying how great everything is. Maybe I should just stop talking about it now. The videos will be up on Youtube soon. Keep your eyes out for them, if you became curious.

Another little update story, today the guitar boy friend I was just talking about turned sixteen and tomorrow he celebrates his birthday for his family and I'm invited. I'm looking forward to it, but I just don't know what to buy him! I will go to the stores this afternoon to think about something nice but yeah I don't know we'll see, he deserves a lot more than I can give him but well, he'll understand, I'm just seventeen I don't own a fortune. I do have a lot of love to give? So, because I have so much love to give I give love to all of you right now and I will stop blabbering about nothing. Hope you enjoy reading about my life and if you don't I actually really am sorry! 'Cause saying sorry is something I actually do too much. Seriously I have to stop blabla-ing right now!

I'll talk to you guys soon!

My 70th post, which contains only blabla-ing

Hello lovely readers.
Seriously, this is my 70th post already! I feel like I've been talking to my laptop for the past half a year, which is kinda weird 'cause it's the internet so actually every one in the world could read this. So, well, I should better stop talking crap right now. This is a non-themed blog 'cause I'm just sitting on my bed with my little christmas lights on and my little christmas tree decorated and stuff, it makes me feel so warm and cosy!
Anyways, I'm wearing a hat right now? Yes, I am. When I came home today my head was like freezing and my mom told me to put on my hat (it's a grey, knitted one) and I'm still wearing it right now. In a few minutes I'll be going on the crosstrainer again, so then I'll put if off ofcourse. I don't feel like going on the crosstrainer this evening but I ate stuff I shouldn't had to and I feel guilty as hell so I feel like I really really have to.
You know what's weird? Yesterday I read back my diary, and I've changed like, nothing? I thought that I had changed over the time but I actually didn't. It feels so strange 'cause a year ago I wanted to be this or that and stuff and now I'm becoming what I wanted to be and I'm still not, like, fully satisfied.
Pff my belly is full of water 'cause I drank a lot this day. Anyways, my belly is splashing. Not that there's water coming out of it or something, but just I feel the water going up and down, snappez-vous?
OH, I didn't tell you guys yet that this friday the 'musicnights' at my school will begin, and I have three acts in it! And hell yeah I'm looking forward to it! My family is coming this friday, together with someone who I like a lot and who's definitely smiling right now, so I just have. to. do. a. great. job. dot. dot. dot.
So, I have to go right now 'cause otherwise I don't have enough time to go on my lovely little training machine. Did I just say little? Guys, seriously, that thing is HUGE. And so is my love for blogging, family etc.

Bye, and have a great ending of the week!

Rain, wind, tops and a song

Hello lovely readers.
I am bored. Yes, I actually do have a lot to do for school, but still. I was just surfing on the internet and doing nothing. I just came out of the most horrible weather ever. Rain and wind. The wind today, really, blew me away. I even fell on my way home, which didn't hurt that bad but still, it hurts a little. I fell right on my wrist, so, I have a blue-ish purple-ish wrist right now! Fashionable colours right?
When I came home, my mom had a suprise! A few weeks ago I saw a top at 'Only' and it was just love at first sight. I really wanted to have it so that I could wear it saturday (I'm throwing my sweet 17 party, hellyeah!) So, my mom and I went shopping a few days ago, but they didn't have my size anymore. But, this week I couldn't find the time to go shopping after school. I was so sad because I just really wanted to wear that top saturday! So, guess what, my mom bought it for me. I have to pay her back though, but I don't care that's normal and I don't want her to pay it, because I have clothingmoney, like we call it in Holland. (Seriously, my english is even more bad than it was a few posts ago, I'm sorry I'm a wreck).
Unfortunately, I'm not going to put up a picture of the top right now, 'cause I want it to be a surprise for the people who come to my party.
Tonight I will be going to a theatershow. This is the link where they explain what it is.
Anyways, I will be going with one of my best friends so I know for sure we're going to have fun! I hope we will be sitting next to eachother, because we're getting the tickets for free because we're a "theaterbuzzer". It's a quite boring story to explain what that is, so I will keep it short ; the school pays for our tickets and we have to go to shows like this and write something about it to make theatre and art more popular by younger people like us. That's it.
Last but not least, I wanted to share this song with you guys. It makes me think. Hope you like it!

Have a great evening!

Happy birthday to me!

Hello lovely readers.
Right now, I finally turned 17 years old. I've been looking forward to this day and now it's finally here and I already love it. At 0.00 yesterday night I got a few phonecalls from my most lovely friends and it made me feel SO happy! I also got my birthday present an hour ago, and because I don't want to brag or something, I'm not telling you guys! I hope you'll understand!
Have a lovely 4 december, for me it won't be hard to have a lovely day!

a 17-year-old girl

Favorite sing-a-long song of the moment

I absolutely love this song. It get's me even more excited for christmas!

Bye lovely readers!

Get out of your bed trics

Hi sleepy heads.
No I don't exactly know if you guys really are sleepy heads, I know. But I thought it was a funny beginning of this blogpost. Because I'm struggeling with going out of my bed in the mornings, especially in the wintermonths, I looked up some tips and trics to make that rough time a little bit easier. So, I thought ; why don't I share it with all of those lovely girls (and maybe even guys) out there who read my blog? So, here they are, I hope you find them usefull!

Firstly, do. not. snooze. snoozing makes your brain even more tired. Some people make their alarm clocks ring 15 minutes earlier so that they can snooze because it's a lovely feeling. But, just try to go out of bed the first time your alarm clock rings, and you have some more time to take a shower or more time for your breakfast. That can be an adventage too, right?

Secondly, make sure your alarm clock isn't annoying. If you wake up with that classic "beep" or "ring" you instantly are grumpy because it's the most annoying sound of the world. If you have a real alarm clock that only has one sort of beep or ring, than just go with it, but if you have a radio or a mobile phone (my alarm clock is my mobile phone, by the way) you can choose what song or channel you want to wake up with. When you wake up and the first thing you hear is your alltime happy-song you're a lot more happy trust me.

Thirdly. Sometimes, when you know the next day will be a disaster and you go to bed with a horrible feeling, this will probably help. Think up something to go out of bed for. Maybe you had time the evening before and you made yourself a pancake or something, or you made yourself a fresh juice I don't know. You can promise yourself, for example, when you go out of bed, you can eat a little piece of chocolate or you can wear your favorite sweater to school that day or just make a little plan to go shopping after school, just think something up what's worth going out of bed for, in stead of staying in bed and being desperate about what this day will bring you.

Finally, I just have some little quick logical tips.

- Make sure you have to go out of bed to put out your alarm clock
- Make sure you have your favorite pair of warm socks and your cosy sweater next to your bed to put on so that you won't get cold when you come out of your little warm nest.
- Make sure you didn't eat too much the evening before so that your stomach is grumbeling and you can't wait to have breakfast.

I hope this will kind of helpfull for you guys, and get rid of your snoozing-addiction girls, it causes tiredness and more wrinkles when you're older!


Just because they're lovely!

I made a little sweatshirt collection on Polyvore, just because they make my heart melt!
Love and hugs,

Bad habits, coldness and fog

Hello lovely readers.
I actually have a lot I didn't tell you guys yet, so that's why I am going to do it right now! (a few things out of all those things though 'cause I don't have that much time) How does that sound? Yeah great I thought so. No that was a joke, if you don't mind what I'm up to this month and if you want to know how to make a healthy snack mini meal thing? Or do you want to know my opinion about the clothes at the EMA's? check my 'blabla in Dutch' page (click here!). Unfortunately, it's Dutch (obviously) but you can always throw the text on a translate-site-thing, right? But I don't really think that's necessary because the only readers I have are my own friends, so.. Anyways, I'm getting of topic.

Firstly, I want to confess something. I discoverd my many many bad habits. And yes, because nobody is perfect I thought I am just going to put all those things out there. So, here they come. I tend to..
- not use a basecoat when I'm painting my nails
- ignore those who are very special to me when I'm being grumpy and sad
- create an escape feeling when something gets too "hard" for me
- get grumpy very very very easily
- eat too much when I'm bored, sad, happy.. well, any time. And after that, I feel horrible.
- get very impatient
- give up too easily
- panic when I feel something unusual
- procrastinate difficult schoolstuff or other difficulties.
And so on.. I know most of this habits aren't really, like, bad, but I think I have to start changing some of them very soon before it gets out of hand.
Enough about the bad things, I hope I still have some good things in me, haha.

Coldness, yes, well.. It's started to be winter in the Netherlands. It isn't really snowing all the time or something, but you can't go outside without your warm coat, scarve and gloves anymore. And, it's getting much harder to go out of bed in the morning. When it's summer, I can easily jump out of bed and go on the crosstrainer without having any problems but right now, I have to "drag" myself downstairs and stuff. I am a winter-person though, I love the wintermonths, but only the lovely things. My birthday, christmas, the fun part of snow and ice, lying in bed with all the lovely smelling candles on and drinking hot chocolate with friends etc. I just love those things. But, on the other hand, I miss the sun really bad. I really, like, feel it! And about the fog, that's so scary, because today for example, I went for a walk with my dad and we didn't even see the other side of the river we live next to. It's like your walking in a cloud. It's very spooky, especially at night when it's dark.

So, with telling you guys all this I don't really updated you about my life but that doesn't really matter 'cause my life tends to stay sort of the same I guess? I do have something exciting to tell maybe, this wednesday. Cause at school we have a "musicnight" and I did my auditions this week and maybe I am chosen to be part of it this year but I don't know that yet, so I'll keep you guys updated.

Right now I'm going to help my mom cook dinner ; lasagne! mjum!
So, I hope you all had a great weekend and good luck this cold winter week of school!


Christmas inspiration

Sweet readers.
Since christmas time is coming up and I have to think about how I want to decorate my room this year, I thought I could look up some inspirationpictures on we heart it and share them with you guys.
So, here they are! If you have a lovely idea to decorate something for christmas let me know!



Good afternoon lovely readers.
So, I survived those two weeks of books, stress and tears and now I have this whole weekend for myself. Which means, no homework and stuff. And yes, it feels great. Anyways, I'm waiting for a friend to come over so I thought why not write something on my blog. So, this is going to be a review kind of thing. A few weeks ago I bought my first Lush product, and it's a facial cleaning thing paste scrub something. It's called Buche de Noel. The texture is very weird and it looks like food, or mud, or well, it doesn't look like something you would use on your face that's for sure. But, it is made to put on your face and it makes it feel so soft you guys, it's unbelieveable. You take a little pea size on your hand and make it a bit wet with your fingers to turn it into a paste and than you make ciruclar motions on your face to scrub the death skincells of. You can let it sit there for a few mintues and than you rinse it of with warm or half warm water. I recommend patting your face dry with a towel in stead of "rubbing". Once you did all this, take your favorite moisturizer and rub that onto your face, because that gives your face that little extra protection because you just lightly scrubbed it. Believe me you guys, your skin will feel so soft!
What is your favorite Lush product?

Stella with the soft face.


Hello and good evening lovely readers I still might have.
I am sitting on my bed with my laptop on my lap thinking about something to write. It just popped into my mind that I still had to tell you guys something very exciting. So, I have a cousin. She is 26 and she has her own fashion company. She buys clothes from fashionlables and she sells them herself by giving fashion party's. So, if you are a girl who wants to throw a party including fashion for all of your friends? You can call her! Well, I guess you can't 'cause it's a little bit pricy for us teenage girls. But, now the most exciting part. She has a webstore. On there, she keeps girls and women like us updated what's happening in fashionland, lifestyleland etc. And guess what, who is going to write those blogs? well? yes, it's me myself and I.
I have never done such a thing before (I'm only sixteen) but this kind of things I would love to do when I grow up. So, I don't know if it's okay to tell you guys the website but I think it won't to my cousin any harm to show you right? So, I didn't write any of those blogs on there yet, but I will the upcoming weeks. So, check it out! Note ; if you aren't dutch, it will be difficult for you to understand. If you have any questions let me know.

This (click!) is the website.
I hope you guys like it as much as I do.

With love and excitement,

Bye guys!

Good evening!
So, I'm leaving. I mean, I won't speak to you guys again. No no no, not forever. I'm going to live under my lovely stone. Which means, I won't blog for a while because my week full of exams is coming up. And let me tell you, it's going to be a disaster. This week will be my learn till you drop week, and after that I will jump into everything! Kinda fabulous, isn't it? No, yeah I agree it isn't actually. So, in a few minutes my mom is going to help me with my German. I have a test tomorrow and I am very nervous actually, I just want to start good with German this year, because it's going to be much more difficult at the end.
Well, that was just a little life-update! So, if you are in the same boat as I am I wish you luck for the coming weeks and if you're not I hope you have a great life, no that was a joke, just have fun enjoy vacation if you have that this week and yeah, I'll talk to you in I think two weeks!


Work work baby

Lovely readers, if I still have them.
I am at work right now, the people I work with are having lunch right now and I'm still behind my desk to finish what I was busy with, and now I have like, maybe 5 minutes to write a little post.
So, this week I have "fall break". I have been doing some nice things with friends, but soon I have to start learning and stuff because I have a week full of tests coming up, unfortunately.
Tomorrow I will be going to "Den Haag" with some lovely girls! And the next day I am going to write a song with one of my friends who plays the piano like no one else can. And, in the evening, I am going out. Yes, me, I am going out. I'm nervous already! The past few weeks I went shopping with my mom so I will tell you guys more about that soon. I have to go now, this was a quick touch-up thing. Oh and if you feel like it, tell your friends about my blog, 'cause I would love to have some more people who read it. Not this kind of stuff, but I'm going to post more interesting things. I have a surprise for you guys, I'm going to work. Yes, I'm going to make blogging my work. But I will tell you guys later, really have to go back to work now!
Much love and kisses, enjoy your fall break if you are also having one!

Morning things

Good morning!
Finally, it's starting to look like fall over here. Not that I like that so much or something. Because I have to to go to school on my bike every day, I will have to go through a lot of rain in fall. That isn't something I love, you guys may understand that. Anyways, I have to go to school at 10.30 so I am up a little bit earlier so that I can go on the crosstrainer a little bit longer today. And with our gymclass we're going to a place called a "atletiekbaan". And I like that, well not very much, but it's not a disaster. But, it's rainy today so when it's raining it's a disaster for me, and my hair.. I wanted to write a blogpost about something but I realise I don't really know what that something has to be. Maybe I can tell you what I do in the morning? I think that's it than for today.

First, I go out of bed and go downstairs. I take the paper, 'cause yes I read the newspaper, and make my breakfast. My breakfast contains nothing more than a bowl of plain, low-fat yoghurt with All bran, which is a healthy cornflake brand. After that, I go upstairs and jump on the crosstrainer for 10 minutes. I know that doesn't seem long but it feels like an hour to me. Well no, maybe not an hour. During that I watch youtube beauty gurus or Gossip Girl, like I did yesterday. I love that, really adore it.
After that I go under the shower, e-ver-y morning. I brush me teeth blablabla, after that I pick out my clothes, put my make-up on, blow dry my hair, put on a fragrance and I'm out. That actually all I do. Most of the time in 70/80 minutes.

Well, I don't even have 80 minutes left now after blogging (I already ate but that's it) I should go!
Bye guys, have a great -rainy- day!


Hi sunshines!
I am bored. So, why not write a blogpost right? I am waiting for my friend, we're going to run, jog, however you may call it. Just like I did yesterday. It's very hot outside, again, so I wonder if I will look worse or better than yesterday afterwards. Anyways, in this little tiny blogpost I wanted to post some inspirational pictures which give me a great feeling (they're all from we heart it). That's actually all I have to tell you guys. Oh and that I have to do a lot of schoolwork the coming weeks so you guys won't hear from me a lot this week, I'm so sorry!
Lots of love and have a great and fashionable weekend!

Nailpolish fever

Good evening lovely read(st)ers -that's probably not a real english word but the Dutchies will understand-.
I hope you all had a great week with a lot of sunshine. Here in Holland we did have a lot of sunshine and tomorrow it will be sunny again! Lovely! It was a bit hot today though, I went "jogging", like, walking? Don't know what to call it but I was a sort of running, as a exercise, and my head totally looked like a tomato when I was back home and looked into the mirror. It wasn't sexy, for sure. Anyways, back to the point. Today I went shopping for like, a little hour, because my friend and I had to be back at school afterwards. But, I bought 3 nailpolish-things and I'm very excited about them. When I was in my Dutch class, a friend of mine, said that I should do a little shoplog about it! And because I appreciate her opinion so much ( I do!) I thought well why not ? I loved the idea! I had a little problem with the pictures because my camera only makes good quality pictures when the lighting is right. Guess what, is wasn't. So, the pictures are weird but you still can see the products. I hope you enjoyed reading this and I will write to you guys soon again!

Lots of love,

This is a polish I just bought because I ran out of my other top coat.
It's nothing special, just quick dry and stuff. I hope it will make my polish stay on longer without chipping!
I'll tell you guys if this product works.
Hema Top coat Ultra shine -  3,25

About this top coat I'm actually very excited! I heard about it once and I thought noooo that's not possible right? Making a shiny nailpolish matt? But, it does work! And I think it looks amazing.
It gives your nails a more 'adult' look, it's very feminim and neat. Adorable.
Hema Top coat Matt - 2,50

This is my favorite purchase! Don't you love all those rainbow colours and glittery sparkles? I am obsessed. I have it on my nails right now. Beneath it I just have a very light pink colour from Catrice called 'Just married'.
I heard about such a product and that is 'Happy birthday' from Deborah Lippmann. Also OPI has such a polish called 'Rainbow connection'. Both of those nailpolishes are a little bit too expensive for me. And actually, I don't even know where to buy them. I think Deborah Lippmann's polish isn't available in the Netherlands. Anyways, this caught my eye today and I just had to buy it.
Essence 02 'Circus confetti' - 1,79

A picture with the three products together.

Long time no see, and a question

Lovely readers (or myself, I guess)
It's a long time ago and I know and I am terribly sorry. It's just busy at school and I don't have any inspiration. I started this blog thinking that I would post outfit-things and telling you guys about my fashion things and life and stuff but honestly, my life isn't that fashionable and I guess I just look like any ordinary Dutch school girl. I get much inspiration by following other girls' blogs. But those girls 1) live in America. And for me it's like you seem much older over there. The girls who are my age make me feel like I'm a ten-year-old. And 2) most girls actually really are older. So, I don't look stylish, I don't use many makeup and I definitely don't have a great life to tell you guys about. I don't go to a "Highschool" with the little group of popular cheerleaders and the handsome sport-guys. I don't eat lunch at school. Well, I do, but we bring our own stuff. Which, most often, is bread with a slice of cheese. We don't eat warm food with eachother in one big cafeteria. Wish we did, that would be much fun! Anyways, I think I still have to grow up. And you guys are going to have to live with my boring stories and not so interesting outfit-posts from Polyvore I guess. What I do notice is that posting in English is great for me. I learn so much. Although, no one is telling me when I said something wrong so maybe I don't learn as much from this as I think but... yeah.
Allright, the question I have for you guyes is what should I do with my hair? My hair is brownish blond-like-something.. I don't know what to call it. It comes to my shoulders (which is long for me) and well, I have curls. Many. Anyways, I have had this "hair" for such a long time and I want to do something different!
Should I dye it ? I'm thinking about dyeing my hair dark brown/red. Or maybe I should only take highlights in that colour? I don't know, maybe I should get bangs? Please help? Here, by the way, is a picture, so you can see what my hear looks like!

Love and good luck with school and/or work this week!


Grrrr, I am SO frustrated. I'm getting stressed out! School and work and everything, it's so overwhelming! And it's even more overwhelming because I don't have something else to focus on. My life is like, the most boring thing in this world except for listening to your history teacher? I wake up, go to school, come back, make my homework, go to sleep and then that whole "train" starts over the next morning. And I also have to watch myself because I still didn't lose weight! It's so unfair you know, I
don't eat something else than vetgetables, fruit, yoghurt and dark bread with "light" products. It's so frustrating! Aaaaah. Anyways, the last two days were kinda fun 'cause I got to go to Den Haag with my schoolchoir and those girls are lovely and we had so much fun singing for Holland's prime minister today. Anyways, I just wanted to shout this frustration out. I'm sorry guys, I will post a inspirational or fabulous post soon, if I get a little bit happier and have more time!

Baby are you down down down down (I am)

Hello lovely readers! I'm sorry that it has been so long! This week is been hard and busy so far. Today I didn't go to school. I feel so weird. I'm totally cold and one minute later I look like a walking fire. I think I have a little fever. And I'm so tired. And I feel like I don't have anything to put positive energy out of. Everything is "grey" and I'm just so sad all the time, it drives me crazy! I still am trying to lose weight and even though I am doing a great job (I work out every day and I only eat healthy and low-fat stuff) I just don't notice any difference. It makes me so depressed. I can do my best but obviously it doesn't work for me. I wonder what I have to do to finally feel confident about my body and about myself. Pff.
Anyways, time for better and more positive news. Let me think about that! Tomorrow my musical-lessons are starting again! I'm so excited and I'm so happy to see all the girls again! This will be my second year and I still am a bit nervous about what I will have to do this year. And yeah, some other positive news, tomorrow my mom will be back home again and I can't wait, I miss her SO much! She already told me she bought me some things and it's so sweet! I don't need all those presents ofcourse, I just want her to be back home again! I also found this picture on we heart it and althought I don't live by these rules. I mean, that it is hard for me to think this way, I still love it 'cause it's just true.
Now I have to go 'cause I have to cook some pasta for my dad. I'm not eating tonight I think, maybe some yoghurt but my stomach doesn't really want me to eat something I think.

Bye guys!

Big sweaters, salad and nuts

Hello lovely readers.
So, I wanted to make an outfit on Polyvore today, but you can already guess what happend, I did not make it 'cause I didn't have any inspiration. What I did do, was fall in love with a oversized sweater. I already loved those things before, but I don't have one myself. I almost like every big sweater I see. Those boxy things, where you can totally cuddle up in. Well, I saw this one and thought "I need to have it!" and ofcourse it was like 1500,- dollars and yeah, I don't have that much money ofcourse. It's from Chloè so that explains a lot. I still wanted to post a picture of this lovely thing on my blog, just to show you guys what I really love for this fall/winter. The nuts-things, my dad bought me a bag of nuts. The same that my mom bought for me that day I was blogging about it and posted a picture. I'm so happy with that little bag, I wanted to shout it out on my blog so that's why. It's not that exciting, je sais. So, right now I'm sitting here listening to a very sad but beautiful instrumental song (I love piano-songs, do you guys know what I mean? Well, click here for an example). And, back to the point, I'm wearing my pyjamas. My hair is a complete mess and let's skip talking about my face 'cause it doesn't look very lovely today. Today is my I-don't-know-what-to-do-except-for-my-howework-day. Yeah I have those. Well, fortunately I will have something to do this evening! First I'm going to make a salad for me and my dad (and it just popped up in my head that I can do a recipe-post about that salad!) and after that one of my best friends is coming over to watch a movie with me!
For the coming weeks I will post that recipe thing and I will do a "roomtour" allright? I hope I'm not letting you guys down this time!

So, here is a picture of the sweater and I hope you all have a very nice and lovely weekend!


Yes, you've read the title right, mud. Today I have a classbuilding-day, and we're going to walk for 3 hours in an environment which only contains mud, sand and grass. So, I've put on an old legging, a big old daddy-tshirt and a vest. Actually, I look lovely! -no, that was a complete joke-. But today I'm going to take my chance and go to "school" without make-up on. Well, I do have some concealer and powder on but no blush or mascara. I do bring my mascara with me today, just in case I get uncomfortable or something. Anyways, wish me luck, I'll need it!
Much love,

Mornin' question

Goodmorning sunshines. Today, I have to go to school, obviously. But, I only have to be there at 12.00 so I got the change to sleep in, loved it! Althought I didn't sleep well 'cause I had a nightmare, again. I'm sitting here with my non make-up face and my big J'adore Paris tshirt. My hair is falling down like it's still sleeping and it smells like cocos, because that what my shampoo smells like. I love that! Anyways, I wanted to post a blogpost today just because I wanted to ask you guys if you feel confident without make-up? 'Cause, when I have make-up on, I almost look similar if when I do have makeup on. I just put on some concealer, powder, blush and mascara, that's all. I always watch girls on youtube putting on their make up and stoff, showing what they really like and making tutorials. I always wanted to try all of that stuff, but I think it makes me look fake, or exaggerated. I don't know. Sometimes I put eyeliner on but that makes my eyes look tiny and it feels like I'm angry all day long, which I'm obviously not 'cause I'm someone who doesn't like being angry or having a fight. Anyways, I'm getting of "subject".
 So, do you guys feel confident without makeup on?

I have to go now, I'm going to run on the crosstrainer, if that's what people call it in English.
Bye, have a great day!


Lovely readers, I'm so sorry that I didn't find the time to write a post about the healthy recipes and stuff. I didn't even find time to write about something else. Not that I have something exciting to tell you guys. So, this is another blabla-blog about everything which pops up in my head. First of all, I'm addicted to nuts. Yep, I am. Walnuts, almonds etc. I love them! And they're very healthy and good for you too, so nuts are great to get addicted to! Well, the past two weeks I've been busy with school. Not that I have so much to do. Well I do have a lot of homework to make but it's not the end of the world... yet. Do you guys ever had a crush on someone you didn't really know? Like, when you know what his/her name is and stuff, and when you catch eachothers eye you smile, but you don't talk to them or have their number? I actually think everyone has such a person in their lives right? The weather over here (by the way) is very weird. A few hours ago it was raining like a waterfall and it even thundered (is that a word?) for a while and right now, the "air" is grey but the sun is actally shining? In Holland you always get the strangest weather, believe me. Anyways, this really is a blabla-blog 'cause it doesn't have a point.
What I do want to share with you guys is that I love my family and friends. And that my mom is going on a little trip with her sister for a week, to Greece. And even though I'm very jealous, I am going to miss her so much! My mom is like, my best friend, and now I have to spend a week alone with my dad and I don't know how that's going to be because he always gets me like crazy! He makes stupid jokes and when he chews his food, it's like your sitting next to a cow. Really. I love him, ofcourse. But because I'm a "teenager" my dad and I sometimes get in little fights. So I'm very curious how the following week is going to look like. So with you guys knowing this about me and my situation, I don't really have something else to tell you guys. I'm leaving, going to help my mom with cooking dinner!
Let me know if you still want to see the recipe-thing and I will write you guys girls lovelies beauties aliens monkeys soon!

With love,

An idea I've been thinking about

Lovely readers!
I decided that I am going to make a recipe blog thing. Would you guys like that ? Because I'm always busy with being healthy and eating healthy, I thought that I could make a recipe blog with healthy snacks or healthy school lunches? Let me know what you guys think! (I think I will be doing it anyways, but I have to think about what to make and when to do it) . Maybe you guys have some ideas ? Share them with meeee please! You don't have to leave a comment, you can also send me a twitter-message or a message on facebook or just come to me at school (yeah this is for the girls who now know I'm talking about them, hi girls).
Anyways, I'm going to have dinner now I guess, 'cause I smell some delicious things.

Much love,

Healthy nuts and a kiss necklace

Hello beautiful people out there.That was a stupid beginlinething, but I don't really have inspiration to come up with something nicer.
The weather over here is amazingly bad. It's like walking through a nightmare but worse. Well no it's not that bad, but it's just dark and rainy. It's obviously better than in New York, where hurricane Irene is at this moment I think. I hope it will be just fine, I hope no one will get hurt or get homeless or die or something, I just hope it will be fine. I will be scared as hell. But I'm going to talk about happy things now. Today my mom and I went grocery shopping and I bought a bag of nuts. In Dutch it's called "Studentenhaver" and it's a mix of raisins, dried fruit, almonds and walnuts. I made a picture with my mobile phone so I can show you guys.

So, tonight I'm going to watch a movie in my new room with two friends of mine. And for them I bought patato chips and stuff but because I'm trying to lose weight and stuff I'll eat my nut-mix and little sweet tomatoes. I guess they're going to laugh at me (as friends) but I don't care, I just want to keep trying.

When my mom and I were wandering around in a store, looking at my favorite brand of clothes (remember ? Maison Scotch) the saleswoman recognized that I was wearing one of the necklaces who come with all the shirts. She asked me if I already had one with little lips. I don't have that one so I said no. Then she took her wallet out of her pocket and gave me the necklace for free! She said she had bought one of the blouses but she wasn't planning to wear the necklace and she thought that she could make someone else happy with it! So, that "someone else" is me right now! It's so cute! The only thing is that it's a short necklace, and the other ones I have are a bit longer. But, I adore it anyways! I'll make a picture with my mobile phone, wait a sec (not that you really have to wait right now but it automatism to say). Oh it's not working right now but I will post the pictures as soon as possible.

Right now I'm going to help my mom cook, my job is to make the salad so I'm going to boil the eggs and slice the tomatoes!

Much love and have a great saturday evening!
Going out ?


Random things that make me happy

Good evening lovely boys, girls and aliens.
So, I wanted to put up a post, but I don't have anything fashionable to show or tell you guys! So I thought I'd tell you guys about some little things which make me happy!
First of all, my little black cat (Pucky) makes me happy! She always curles up on my lap or sits next to me on my desk when I have to make homework! She even takes walks with me, and that's not a joke! When I go outside for a little walk, she always follows me around! She's such a cutie.
The second thing are my friends, of-course, that's a kind of a cliché I guess. Ofcourse my family also makes me happy, another cliché. So here are some more cliché things.
The sun, music, singing, taking a bath/shower, that moment when I'm almost falling asleep, chocolate which I don't eat anymore, that day when everything goes like you hoped, getting new shoes, blogging, eating, that moment when you're laughing so hard that you're stomach is hurting and you can barely breath, a boiled egg on Sunday's, Sunday-breakfasts, a nothing-day, a me-time-day, that moment when you realize that you're going to do a very exciting thing tomorrow and you get a little butterfly in your belly, being in love (which I am not by the way, unfortunately..) hearing my friend(s) play the guitar, hearing my friend(s) sing, helping others with something, dancing, going out (which I don't really dare to do, an unfortuante thing again) lovely pictures which remind you of a perfect moment in your life, getting the opportunity to make a fresh new start, seeing your friends and family be healthy and happy, knowing that I didn't snack for a while now (even though I do not lose any weight, which makes me very very very sad) getting a good grade, getting compliments and giving them, cookies, Ben & Jerry's icecream, popcorn, just any kind of food-thing which are not good for you (after I ate such things I'm not happy anymore actually) polishing my nails, getting ready for a special occasion like a party or a "date" with someone, hearing my phone ring, so, getting a message or getting called, sunrise and sunset, watching the stars with someone you care about, buying new clothes or jewelry or shoes or something, hot chocolat (especially when it's winter and you've been outside in the cold for a while) sitting next to the fireplace, watching my favorite movie, making an outfit on Polyvore, watching beautyguru's on Youtube, reading other blogs, getting and giving hugs! etc.
I don't want to stop thinking about things which make me happy, especially now 'cause I feel like a sad, grumpy zombie. Anyways, I guess I have to stop 'cause otherwise this post will be just too long!

this picture comes from we heart it, I didn't make it myself!

Let me know what makes you happy! If you have any tips to make me any happier, they're very welcome!
Have a lovely weekend <3

Back to school!

Goodmorning lovelies!
Today I'm going to school! I don't know what I'm going to wear  yet but my shoes already arrived yesterday so if the weather likes me today than I'll definitely wear them!
My mom came out of her bed right now and already has tells me to do this and this and that and blablabla.. pfff I have to go now!

Pop-up blog

And there I am again, writing a blogpost about whatever pops into my head! The first thing is the weather, which is very very very bad over here. Rain, rain, rain and rain, that's all I see when I look outside. My cat (called Pucky) is lying under a sort of tree and she doesn't want to come inside, she's so cute. Anyways, I hope tomorrow the weather will be better, because I have to go to school again! I will begin with gymnastics, so that's a good start to get to know the boys and girls who are in the same class as I am. And I don't have to go to school early, so I am call myself very lucky!
Second pop-up is that my shoes will arrive tomorrow and I am so excited because I just love them.
Third thing, hmmm, maybe my nailcolourthing. I have a lovely nailpolish on my nails, and because my nails are very short, it hasn't like chipped yet. So, the colour is called "I sea you" and it's a mix between green and blue. I think the colour fits the weather perfectly. Well, maybe not perfectly 'cause that would have to be grey, but I like it thought. Oh, today my friend Michelle is coming over, so we can have a sort of a beauty day with nailpolish and bodybutters and face masks and stuff, just so that we look our best on the first day of school! It just sucks that there's so much rain, because I always have to go to school by bike, so I will get soaked and my hair will "fluff" like crazy and my make-up wouldn't even be near my eyes anymore and stuff, it's horrible! But I'll survive, I guess, I hope.. Right. Next pop-up-subject is my room! I'm not really used to it yet but I love it. It's very different and the smell is different and stuff, but I love to have a new place. It just looks more "mature" right now. First my room was full of colours. Especially red and orange. And believe me, I was getting crazy! Now my room is dark (very dark) brown, a sandy colour and olive green. Well, my pop-ups won't come anymore, I guess I'm totally out of inspiration! I'm going upstairs to make my bed and jump under the shower!

Bye lovely reader(s),

Back to school time!

Good morning! Today is my first day of school. Well it's not the first real schoolday, because tomorrow I'll be free again and then wednesday everything starts again. Today is like the opening of the year or something.
Anyways, I just made an outfit on Polyvore and I wanted to share that with you guys!
And what I wanted to do also was just sit here and "talk".
I'm so nervous, I don't know why but it's killing me! Last night I slept and then woke up and then fell asleep again and after 10 minutes I'd wake up again, it was horrible. I have plenty of time left now because I have to leave at 10 past 2 but yeah, I don't know, I'm just nervous and I drop everything and I hurt myself all the time. It's so weird. This is my fifth year in high school and when I first got in there, I thought that those people who were in their 5th or 6th year were so old and smart and stuff. Now I am such an old and smart girl, but I don't feel very old or smart or stuff. I just feel like the same little girl. In december I will be 17 and I can't really believe that yet. Anyways, I will have to choose my outfit for today and I already know I'm going to have problems with that.. I probably will try on my whole closet!
Does anyone of you have the same problem ? I think you guys do!
I have to go now, getting ready for school!

Wish me luck and much love,

My not-so-blue suede shoes!

Good evening lovely people out there!
So, here I am again! With some exciting news ; my room is finally finished! Except for my curtains but those will be deliverd tomorrow or the day after tomorrow! I am SO excited! And as you guys may all guess, I don't have any good pictures yet! I made some, but the lighting is really bad because my wall is olive green and stuff, it just won't work but I'll figure something out!
So, today was my last day of the summervacation and I am sad. And nervous because tomorrow I will hear who I will be in class with this year! I really hope it will turn out to be a great year and stuff!
Today I went on a trip with a boat. The boat is from my aunt and uncle, and we made a lovely trip with my family and stuff, we had a great time! The funny thing is, a while ago, in May I guess, I went shopping with my mom and saw a pair of heels I fell in love with, but my feet didn't fit in them. But, today, my cousin was wearing the exact same shoes! And because she had them for a while, my feet did fit! And now I'm going to order them online and she will walk in them for a few hours so that my feet will fit and I - am - so - extremely - happy! I will post a picture!
Anyways, I am going to sleep soon I think because I'm not feeling very well and tomorrow I have to go to school again and stuff so I think it will be a good idea to go to bed!
I love you guys (not that I really know who is reading this, but I still love to write so I just continue)

Sleep well,

I'm back

Hello lovely readers!
So yesterday I came back from my trip to Utrecht with the girls, and we had so much fun!
We had to bike there, and we were totally lost and when we finally arrived there, we found out that there was like a prostitute area near the campsite where we were sleeping. The next day we went shopping and we actually had to drive along the road where all the prostitutes like, did their jobs.. I don't know what to say but I was shocked, and so where the 8 other girls. There were man driving in cars with baby seats and stuff, it wasn't a lot of fun driving along that road as you may have noticed. Anyways, we had a great time!
I've learned so much because I now know how to "put on" a tent and how to improvise with meals and stuff. I made some pictures so I'll put them in this blogpost.
Tonight I'll be going to a sweet 16 party from 2 of my friends. The partytheme is "pink" and I actually have a problem 'cause I never ever wear something pink! So I thought I could paint my nails pink, but then I found out that I had a new nailcolour ( I sea you from Catrice ) and I really wanted to put that on my nails.. I still have to think about what I'm going to wear but I think it will be just fine tonight!
In a few minutes I'm going to pick up my bike which is still standing by one of my friends.
It's very busy and noisy around here right now because my mom is cleaning the house, my dad is running around with stuff and the "window cleaner" is cleaning all the windows and I'm actually getting very nervous because I can't do anything because my nails are still wet!
Oh I almost forgot to tell you guys about a new jacket vest thing I bought in Utrecht! It's a baseball jacket thing. I have to say, they are not really fashionable and I know that, but it's so comfy and I just love to put it on when it's chilly or when I have such a day when I don't have enough inspiration to put on a fashionable outfit or something! And I just love it!

on our way!

the weather was lovely!

the campsite thing

me and my lovely friend Michelle in Utrecht

I'll talk to you guys very soon!
Much love,

It's take your own toiletpaper time!

I am SO excited right now! We're leaving today, me and the 8 other girls! Some of us, including me, are going by bike. Which means ; 3,5 hours on a bike. Fortunately the weather likes us today so we're not expecting rain or something! It still is a little bit cloudy thought, but I think we'll survive that right?!
So for the coming few days I won't be posting anything I think. Maybe a little tiny update from my mobile phone but don't look out for it or something because I don't know if I'll find the time! Anyways, I just wanted to post this picture because I found it on we heart it (click!) and it was just like love on first sight!
Bye guys, "see" you next week!


ps ; if someone who knows that I'm talking about her right now, reads this ; I'm so sorry, again. I'll never ever post something like that again! It was wrong and I learned my lesson! Big hug!

Sunday sunday

Hello everyone. I just made an outfit on Polyvore, so that's what I wanted to post. And I don't have a lot of time because my friend is coming over today so I have to get ready and stuff! Anyways, I wanted to post this outfit and tell you guys that I'll be gone for a few days. I'm going on a little trip with 8 lovely ladies so that's why! I'll make pictures, I promise! (I like, al-ways promise things about pictures and I know I'm sorry I just don't want to ruin my blog with posting weird and bad pictures. So, that's just why I don't post pictures! How are you guys doing ? Any plans for the coming week ?


It's decoration day!

Goodmorning guys! Today I'm going to Ikea with my mom and we're going to buy the decoration of my room. Like, the candals and little lights and pillows and pictureframes. I'm very excited but a little bit scary thought because I'm a perfectionist and I really want things to be perfect (which I find is a bad thing..) and so this is going to be a looooong day. I'll let you guys now what I've bought and I'll go and see if my lighting in my room is better today so I can make pictures for you guys!
I didn't make an outfit on Polyvore in such a long time but I just don't really have the time for it! Sometimes I begin with something and than I have to eat or I want to go and take a bath all of a sudden! Let me know what you want me to make an outfit about (is that even a good sentence?).
Tomorrow evening I will be going to one of the 8 girls that are going with me (well we're going together, they asked me if I wanted to join them, thanks again so much girls!) anyways, we're going to have a little meeting and then we're taking of on monday. With our bikes! We're going to bike for like 2 and a half hours (yeah pretty tough hm?) and I'm very excited about it! It's the first time for me going without an adult with me so I don't know we have like a responsibility for our stuff for our money and for eachother! But I know for sure we'll have lots of fun!
I have to go now, I hope you all have a great day!